Hey just wanted to ask a quick question 24 now and I still have zero idea what I wish to do with my ...

  Question:Hey just wanted to ask a quick question 24 now and I still have zero idea what I wish to do with my ...

  Answer:tf do i do?
Stop telling yourself you're intelligent and special when you can't even learn a skill. "Idea men" are a dime a dozen, the rare skills being able to do something with the idea.

You sound like you're in love with the idea of being a creative but have never actually made anything. Go away and make something and figure out if it's actually a life path you can follow.

  Answer:got told he was smart and special too much as a child
24 and still hasn't realized it's not true despite never having created anything

Nice.

  Answer:Hey, gamedev and musicbro here.
You can absolutely make good quality music without spending a dime.
And learning to code is a slow process, maybe you want to do all at once ?